what a difference a day makes

I have to be the bearer of the news that I am no longer pregnant.  I was pretty excited to share the news (since I actually kept it quiet for 5 weeks) and didn't even consider that there might be a problem...but apparently there was.  I knew Wednesday afternoon that something was going on that shouldn't and, after a (long) visit to the ER Thursday, it was confirmed.  

Physically, I am fine. My body is doing what it does in this situation.  Unless a complication arises, I will have a follow-up in a week or two.  Mentally...well I'm still figuring that out.

I am sure that you will only have kind words of support for Jim and I but, at least for now, I would prefer to just leave the news "as is" and not have conversation about it.  Jim may have different feelings about it...but these are mine.  I may blog about it at a later date.  Right now I am going to dose up on some Advil, grab the heating pad and go to sleep.

Silly, I  know, but I do feel a bit foolish for telling people early (5 weeks) but again, with never having any previous problems, I figured 'sure, why wait?'. Jim said today that he was just processing that I was pregnant and now has to totally shift his thinking.  I'm sure you're feeling the same. Who knows...maybe we'll be sharing good news of a pregnancy again in the future. We still have a month or so to "get what you get by 40". haha.

In the mean time, you can keep up on the latest at our family web site or our individual blogs.

kristi's: http://kcblue@blogspot.com

jim's: http://drjimmyc.blogspot.com

Thank you, as always, for your love and prayers.